I got into an ACCIDENT today!!!

I was on my way back home and i got involve in an accident. 1 victim dead. sigh~~~

I was driving quite fast and it was raining. thinking that i just got myself brand new tyres and also just replaced a new set of brakes, i should be fine. who knows out of a sudden there is 1 group of "people" having lunch in the middle of the road during their lunch break. when i tried to jam my brake, it was too late. i hit one of them and die on the spot. he flew up quite high and landed on my windscreen and fell in front of my car's bonnet.

i am so sorry.. i feel so sad.. i am not sure if the family members will be waiting for him to go back for dinner or not tonight. or may be the children will be waiting for the father to come home. i am sorry.. please forgive me..

hope he rest in peace..

OUCH!! Still got lunch in his mouth..

Footprints In The Sand

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.

Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,

other times there were one set of footprints.

That bothered me because I noticed

that during the low periods of my life,

when i was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat,

I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,

"You promised me Lord, that if I followed You,

You would walk wit me always.

But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life

there have only been one set of footprints in the sand.

Why, when I needed You most, You have not been there for me?"

The Lord replied,

"The times when you have been only one set of footprints in the sand,

is when I carried you."

~Mary Stevenson~

Amazing story.. Ever since I heard this story, I just fell in love with this story. I read this many many times but still it's a total new encounter when I read this same story at different time in my llife. We are always blinded by our self-centeredness. everything we do, everything we say is always about us and we always think for ourself only.



The last part when God replied it's like a big slap in the face with love. I guess we are not so great after all. I need you Lord in my life! Thank you so much..

"Free" Weekend!!

I just got back from PJ. After 1 week of equipment training. This training is really very draining. morning need to focus on the training and also remember all the equipment parts. then at night need to bring the customer go drink until late.. then next day wake up early again for the whole 1 week.. walauler.. jia lat man.. After coming back, Home is still the best place to be. I am sure many of you will agree with me on this! yeah~~

This weekend, my wife and her girl friends are going to some resort for a girls night out thingy la.. 2days 1 night.. wow...

Meaning to say... I will be...


So i am FREE!!! hahahaha... (she is going to kill me when she read this!)
Free... free.. free... Let me think now... what should i do?? hmmm....

1) play my PS2!! all day long!!! hahaha..
2) sleep anytime i want
3) surf internet
4) Watch Horror DVD...
5) play with Gucci...
6) relax to some nice music...
7) go out clubbing??
8) may be go fishing..
9) update my blog..
10) Kuching Festival???

let's see.. but i just have to make sure i spend my time wisely.. it's a precious weekend for me.. haha...

BUT....
all the above is what i felt this morning...

after she left.. now i kind of miss her liaw. because we have not been spending much time recently due to my hectic travelling schedule. and i am not sure when i will b heading out again. sigh~~ i hope she have a good break with the other girls la.. i just have to find my own entertainment to kill this lonely weekend la.. and hope that i will be around in kuching next week..