New Year New Journey

I'm just so excited for 2011. it's going to be a brand new year and brand new challenges ahead. as i'm going to be father again! means there will be extra burden on my shoulders. but it's going to be all good. does this mean that i am going to lose another 10kg? i'm not sure.. let's wait and see.. haha..

finally i got reply from them.. i've been trying to work with them since last year. went for a couple of interviews but no news.. finally i got a call from them on last Thursday. i'm just so so so so shocked!! (in a good way). God really answer my prayers. it's been a very complicated and confused journey. but i'm glad it's all sorted out now. knowing what is my direction for this year and also where to channel my energy. i'll do my very best with this new company to prove myself i can do it. it's not going to be easy. but i'm sure with God by my side and my family behind me to support, i'll make it! (the company name is to be announced in the later blog)

now i'm going to resign from the current company. it's never easy to say good bye. people are nice and helpful. but i think is time for me to move to a whole new chapter and also whole new journey. i'll be stepping away from engineering field for good. i'm not sure how will i cope, but i'll just have to keep my head held high and walk by faith. having the right attitude and also the mindset will get me far. not forgetting the opportunity too.

well.. wish me all the luck and best! i'll reveal more detail in the coming post.

This is a hint...

P/S: Thank You Jesus for granting me my heart desire. now i can spend more time with my family and have to travel less. You are a good God who answer our prayers. Thank you...

homesick...

i miss my wife n my son n my dog very much. no choice i have to travel for work. life is just so different when i have to go away from home. i can be staying in a 5, 6 to million stars hotel and still do not feel at home. seriously there is no place like home.

when i m in kuching, after work i will go pick up my son from the nanny. the moment i come out from the car and he sees me, he will always put a big smile on his face. at that moment, i feel like there is nothing in this world can bring me down. no matter how hard the journey can be, that smile just brush off everything in my mind and on my shoulders..

when i reached home, before i open the gate, my dog will be running around the house wagging it's tail, cant wait for me to go in and give her a nice pat..

and my wife will reached home in a short while. she will always open the main door putting a big sweet smile on her face.. (her smile is what that got me into this relationship.. haha.. old story)

now that i am away from home, thinking of that really makes me miss home even more. but on the other hand, they all give me a very good reason to work harder and also to motivate me to be a better person/husband/daddy.




P/S: Dear Lord, please cover n protect my family all the time. keep them away from harm n evil. Amen.

Sharing some cool Videos..

i came across this little fella in youtube. i tell u man.. he is really so damn good. i cant belive what i'm seeing and listening to. it's just so amazing..

have a click and let your ears enjoy la...






this is another guy that i like.. haha.. he has got star quality la.. digging nose while playing guitar.. just too cool la.. hahahaha... his expression is just 1 word.. "SAT!"







Now this is by the original singer.






This song really can bring me on a holiday.. i just have to close my eyes and off i go!!!



P/S: Sun... Sea... Sand... i'm coming... (in my dream....zzzzzzzZZZZZ)

All New Episode II is COMING...

2011 is going to be another blessed year. I believe greater things are installed for me. I want to claim all the promises that You have spoke into my life. I want to thank You for all the things that you have done in the pass years.. i really am blessed..

this is the sneak peak of one thing that is to come in 2011.. :)


Lord, You have grant us the desire of our heart. in 2010 both me and kim are really blessed with our 1st son Isaac. and now.. a princess for us.. we are just so filled with your love. really cant wait to meet her..




P/S: Daddy, mummy and koko are all waiting for your arrival..

Jared Anderson - How He Loves

VERSE 1

He is jealous for me
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree
Bending beneath the weight of His wind and mercy
When all of a sudden
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory
I realize just how beautiful You are
And how great Your affections are for me

CHORUS

Oh, how He loves us so
Oh, how He loves us
How He loves us so
Oh, how He loves us so
Oh, how He loves us
How He loves us so

CHORUS

Yeah, He loves us
Oh, how He loves us
Oh, how He loves us
Oh, how He loves
Yeah, He loves us
Oh, how He loves us
Oh, how He loves us
Oh, how He loves

VERSE 2

We are His portion and He is our prize
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes
If grace is an ocean, we're all sinking
So Heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest
I don't have time to maintain these regrets
When I think about the way that

What an Awesome Awesome Song..



P/S: Dear Lord, I want to feel Your heart beat.. I want to know You more and more.. Your Love is so so so great that when I think of it, it will just brings me to my knees...

Hello 2011...

I seriously cant believe that there is not even a single post for the month of December 2010. What a way to say good bye to 2010. It's been an awesome 2010 for me. the arrival of my son really bring my life to a whole new level and he also open up a lot of new different episodes in my life which i have never experienced in my passed 30 years. everything just evolve around my son right now. he really affect everything in both me and my wife's life. how we eat, how we sleep, how to talk, how we joke.....

I'm beginning to enjoy my new life as a father. knowing that there is so many things for me to learn and also so many thing for me to teach and show as a father just gave me the extra motivation in life to be a better person.

the journey ahead of me is not going to be easy. but i'm just going to take my own pace and enjoy every single moment in life. be it sweet, bitter, sour, spicy or tasteless..

Bring It On!!!




P/S: Dear Lord Jesus, please help me to be a good father to my son. give me the wisdom to lead my family. continue to guide our everyday life. protect us and cover us. help us continue to be a blessing to the people around us and let Your love flow through our life. Amen.